Help I 'm feeling like I am being suffocated?

I recently came to new york to live but had to go back to london. I'm a gentle white girl and like my white ways but I find too many black people make my life a misery, their cruel and rude and they all seem to exhibit bad breath. thing i moved from london because it is full of black people to new york but have found all people in new york to be full of black folk. I want to not hate black people but can't how do I cope with this?